小菜鳥的筆記本

I tried my best to put down your love, the love that I can't afford.

When I fall in love with someone, I won't tell the truth with him or her.
I was too shy to tell, and I'm afraid of being refused.
So till now I didn't tell anyone that I love them, the love just like lovers do.
It's painful, but that's OK, that's the way I like.

How long do I need to put down a feeling of like?
1 year? 2 years? Or 5 years? I have no idea.
The only thing I know is that it's a long, long time to go.
Extremely long, painful long.

But I won't feel regret to like, to love.
That's part of my life, my living style, and my happiness.
Once I see their happy smile on their face, that's what my power to keep my self going.
That is enough.



Typhoon is coming now, don't forget to bring an umbrella.
That's it, thank you for reading.