小菜鳥的筆記本

It has been a long time, I'm not that innocent child anymore.
Time still goes on, I can't even stay for just a few seconds.
No chance to have a break.

The 5th year of my university life.
I wouldn't ever think about this while I was in my freshmen life, and not even now, either. 
When hearing about other classmates' or juniors' information after graduated from here,  just feel really, really strange.
But what can I do to avoid this situation?  There's no chance to change my past, absolutely.
Haha, I deserve it.

Now just try to finish them, and believe every will be fine.
That's it... yeah, that's it.



Feel my mind really fragile...  hard to explane, everything seems to be difficult.
Being faced with all of those problems just made me tired, I couldn't go anywhere.
If possible, is there any chance for me to rest?

It's Morphy's law: you're worring about something bad happen, and it happens.
Just like a curse happened again and again.
"So what?  Is that my excuse to stop my step?"
I wish I could encourage me like I've done to others.
But how strange, I can't do this... what a shame.



That's it, that's it.
And, stop right here.